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Single I'm hate people try judge me ! I'm very simple ! I am very practical and very emotional in some cases. Easy and free. Straight forward in my word. I can't tell lie in this case I just avoid that topic. I don't think everybody will be my friends. But sometimes I think somebody as my good friends. What I want is sharing and caring. I want a best friends who is not selfish. Because I hate selfish people. I just tell avoid that topic and go away from them from their world. Then I create a gap between us for some days. Then I try to approach them again. When I understand that it is really impossible then I just remove them from my memory. Stop talking to them. But I do maximum sacrifice for friendship. I can feel others sorrows and pain. I am a good listener. I am very sympathetic to them. Console them and company them. Help them as much as possible. Either giving mental support or any type what is possible for me. But nobody can understand me in my way and in the way I like. I frequently help others and frequently get pain and dangerous feedback !!!

keliru...keliru dan terus keliru.... :(

26 February 2013. By Nur Adila .

''aku keliru menjadi buntu...arah yang ingin kutuju...'' ni lirik dari group indie iaitu bunkface...itulah yang terjadi dkt dila sekarang...dila keliru sangat...dila keliru dalam bab.......mmm....cane nak ckp ye...k...dila keliru tentang perasaan dila sendiri...dila keliru antare suke..cinte..minat...dila x dapat bezakn bnd2 ni...dila tny dkt adik dila sbb dye ad pengalaman...dye terangkan tp still dila x dapat bezekan ap perasaan yang dila tgh alami ni..confius2...cani..dila ad kawan dgn sorang bdak laki ni...dila ske sgt kwn dgn dye..dye baik wlaupun kadang2 dye nakal...tp disebabkan dye ske dila,dila pun jadi mcm xthu care mcm mne nk hlgkn perasaan ske dye tu dkt dila...dila buat jahat pun..dye kate x jahat..dye asyk nk menilai dila tp x boley...dye kate dila cpt brubh...dye pnh tny ap keputusan dila..dila ske lari dari soalan sbb dila x thu nk jwb mcm mne..kunk jwb x tkot sakitkan hati..tkot dye xnk kwn dgn dila dah...so,dila ambl keputusan utk bwt soalan tue trgntg mcm tu je...tp dila rse dila kejam lak...aish...x thu nak wat mcm mne...dlm mase yg same dila rse slesa sgt klu brsmbg dgn dye..rse mcm x trtekan n x rse mcm trpkse nk sembang...adoi....klu bersembang n komen ap2 dgn dye,cre dye mcm msih berharap dgn dila lg..dila x thu lah nk wat cane dgn dye...dila diburu rse bersalah sgt...dila mne ad pengalaman mcm ni...:( rse mcm nk nangis pun ad...kdg2 dila ske stalker dye pny fb..hahaha...ntah lah..tu lah dila kate dila confius...confius...dila bkn x nk cpl or brcnte bagai ni..dila dh serik n dila xnk pisang berbuah berpuluh2 kali..hahahhaa...susah nak percaye laki lah....laki ni sukar utk kite duge...adoi....korang...korang...korang...tlg lah.... :'( x thu nak buat ap dah ni...

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